Thinking:

I'm sitting here, at one thirty in the morning, "Monk" is on the television and a half-filled page is type up...I need to finish my paper by ten this morning. Talk about tiring...But that's a great thing I suppose. To be able to work and progress in my schooling is wonderful....

Sometimes I feel as though I'll never make it through school. I know there are people out there who believe the same thing as well. There is always so much opposition and people trying to bring out down, sometimes it gets overwhelming and I begin to feel bogged down.

But then I try to remember the reason why I'm doing this. And it boils down to the fact that I know that it is worth it. The sleepless nights, the endless studying and the moments where I just feel so overwhelmed that I want to grab a pillow and scream, I know that it will be worth it.

My kids will thank me one day. I'll be happy with my accomplishment and I know that the Lord will help me get through things.

I just need to trust.