Day 4: Thinking...

Today Jonathan had to go to the emergency room. He swallowed some medicine and a pill got lodged in his trachea, causing him to wheeze. Thankfully he's alright but we have to watchin him tonight and then call the pulmonary specialist tomorrow morning. That way, if he is still having trouble he will have to have a camera placed down his throat to remove the pill. Right now he's feeling a little bit better, but he's still in some pain...we shall wait and see.

Also, today, I've been thinking...and not just ruminating about small things...I'm thinking about a lot of things lately...like my purpose...my goals...my talents...my family...so many thoughts keep running through my head and they cause me to feel so many different emotions sometimes it's hard to stabilize my thoughts and keep myself from freaking out...do I sound crazy yet? Sorry...anyway, add my emotions to those of the characters that I'm working on in my novel and you have one very complicated set of emotions running around...it can get confusing and interestingly odd. Have I confused you? Probably...

Anyway, I'm really happy...honest! My children are wonderful and I love them dearly. Jonathan is happy and healthy and I'm grateful to have him. I'm grateful for so many things and I have so much to love and so many people who I love. I truly feel so blessed.