Day 1

Technically speaking it is Sunday, but since I haven't gone to bed I consider this to still be day 1 for me. So I'll count it as day 1 dangit! Anyway here's a little ramble from me:

I promise to get an update on here of all the things that have happened this past month. It has been a really hectic month and I want to do it justice by explaining everything in as much detail as possible. And that's simply not possible if I'm trying to rush and "catch up" as it were...or at least that's what would normally happen.

Can I just say that some days are WAY better than others? And today happens to not be one of my better days. This day has been filled with moments that have made me want to scream and then burst into tears. It's been so frustratingly depressing and scary and tiring all at the same time. I honestly don't know what to do...ugh...

I think that I walked to equivilant of 4 miles today...not sure if it is more or less, but I'll tell you one thing: my legs sure are tired! Sheesh...not to mention the fact that it was 17 degress outside...

Anyway that's all for now. I really need to get some sleep and hopefully gain some sanity.